sooo.. i guess im not making that zayn dedicated blog after all. hehh. its not that i dont love him, i still dooo.. im just not as obsessive over him like before. hahaha. anyways, summers a bust, i still have no job and i have nothing productive and its killing me. I WANNA DO SOMETHING EPIC! anything would be good, at least something that would make my life a bit more fulfilling. sigh. all i do is sit around stare at the computer, eat, sleep and or watch tv the whole day, and the cycle goes on and on, unless someones calls/txts me to do something with them, which is probably just happens once a week. idk, i feel so lame. people are out there doing lots of fun shit while im here, at home, being a sack of potatoes.

complain complain complain…and im not doin shit about it. -.- 

im was thinking of putting up another blog dedicated to just zayn malik and maybe the whole 1d family. im not sure yet though. maybe when my obsessions grows and festers up i’ll make it. hehe. i feel like such a weirdo. one of those super obsessed fans that they will never know exists.

sigh. what a sad life i set my life out to be.